Perhaps is because I'm coming off a bad cold, but I've been feeling in rather high spirits lately. I'm sure that it will pass eventually but i hope things continue going up for at least a little while. I'd make this longer but it's late and posting from a tablet is a bit of a pain.
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I know we all have them and we all have to deal with them. Does identifying the root cause help? Even if it does it probably wouldn't help crying wolf at every thing that sets one off after its already triggered. After awhile though it feels like life is nothing but a ship at sea being tossed about by the waves with no way to steer itself in any direction on its own. It would call out for help if there where any other ships nearby but the storm would probably carry those calls away. At what point does the ship understand that the storm is out of its control and has to make the daily decision to maintain rather than struggle to control it an to stave away giving up altogether.
I feel that I should post more constructive blog posts and maybe less of the scatterbrained posts. Less of a diary of mythical dreaming and more thought out and meditated on conscious subjects to help bring out more thought. There will be the space for humor and such as it has its place but i feel that one becomes what one thinks and so i should become more focused in some area.
To the future.
