Radio this morning

Interesting thoughts on helping strangers and shifting views from self to others. Just when are we more apt to help strangers in our lives? Is it only when everything is going great in our lives? I need to, and perhaps more people need to stop focusing so much on self and lend a hand in other peoples lives even when your life isn't going quite so well.

Sometimes you can't help. Sometimes your in your own pool of quicksand and attempting to help the other guy next to you will only hasten both of your descents. But I don't want to be part of the 'bystander effect' if I can help it. However, if someone needs a hand I would like to be able to help them. Preferably for the right reasons, not selfish reasons. Although being a good Samaritan has it's own rewards. :P

It's probably a little early to think about but...

Before I depart this mortal coil, I would like to see a NASA launch live. This along with many other things like getting married having a couple kids and the house with the white picket fence and maybe a dog :P lol

Past few days.

I can't help to think that some of the stuff that's happened over the past few days was to make me more independent and less dependent on others.

I don't like to feel needy but I know we all at least need someone to lean on; I mean there is a song about it, right? But I can't be like a lonely puppy dog following people around or looking at people for my own happiness.

I still feel a need for a physical person to be able to talk to. Even if it does cost some money per hour... :P

Structure

I like structure - I find things go much better as I get a feel for whats required of me and what I need to do. I just seems that I need to know exactly what I'm doing. So I can be one-minded with who I'm working with/for to be able to do what they want me to do.


It's a good feeling when everything finally starts clicking.